Saurial

I am a semi-professional musician, struggling on how to paint.
Has been my frustrated dream for years.
I envy the people who can create characters out of their minds when i can barely recognize people i've seen at university.
My objective is to learn, over time, how to draw beasts, monsters. Like drawing dark souls bosses, for example. I have A F TON to learn.

Bout me: Even tho I have an URGE to learn about everything, I am very perfectionist. This two things dont get along, as I can never dedicate enough time to what I want to do. In a perfect world, I'll write music (something simmilar to prog metal), be able to draw horror themed creatures, direct short movies for the songs (even one day animations n.n), write a whole backstory for the songs and have an orchesta to back it up. To that, add practicing sports, staying in university (im studying a mayor on civil mechanical eengeneering) and mantaining a decent social life + time to play games xDD
The hardest part is to choose what to leave behind, as all my expectations arent humanly possible to sustain.
If i decide i must do something.... I WILL do it. I am very determined in that aspect, but sometimes I over stress myself to do so.
Now, I have little goals I archieve one at a time, one of them is practicing a little drawing every day, even tho I still feel I suck at it xD